i should be in bed sleeping but i cant....i just keep thinking of Gage. i still find it hard to think that he is gone. all the moments i had with him are still VERY fresh in my mind. it still pisses me off that he beat the disease long and hard just to have it all end by a blood infection. seriously...wtf. its only been 3 months since he was taken from our family.... i just drew a blank...time for another beer.